warning: a littly cheesy! Saturday, January 29, 2005 mood:schmuck just left to go home a few minutes ago. i intended to go to sleep immediately since i still had to go to san ago in the morning to get my confirmation certificate. but i had to write this down. i just couldn't let it pass. earlier, as i was busy fixing our wedding files on the computer, i noticed that schmuck had fallen asleep on my bed. he's not feeling so well, and i feel guilty cause i know he may have gotten the virus from me. i felt his forehead and he was down with the fever. i also noticed that even in his sleep, he was very restless. he was fidgeting, and i'd sometimes hear him mumble incoherently. i wanted to comfort him in some way, and so i decided to lie down beside him. as i gently put my arms around him, he turned to me, half asleep, and murmured "i love you, baby" and promptly snored back to oblivion. at that moment, with schmuck snoring in my arms, i have never felt so much love for another person. he IS my soulmate. and he is the man i'm going to marry. ah, bliss! i used to think that april 30 was coming too soon. that time was moving too fast. that we still had so much to do and so little time. well, yes, we do still have a lot to do, but the thought of walking down the aisle to be with schmuck? i just can't wait. |
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